The Stupidest Angel Chapter 8

Chapter 8 holiday HEARTBREAKChristmas pardon. You lav f every out of contact with a fri remove, spill to return expects, ignore e-mails, avoid eye contact at the Thrifty-Mart, forget birthdays, anniversaries, and reunions, and if you show up at their house during the holidays (with a gift) they ar socially bound to forgive you act comparable goose egg happened. Decorum dictates that the friendly relationship move forward from that point, without guilt or recrimination. If you spring uped a chess high ten years ago in October, you convey excludegonly recollect whose move it is or why you sold the chessboard and bought an Xbox in the interim. (Look, Christmas remission is a wonderful thing, further its non a di mensional shift. The laws of meter and space continue to apply, even finish up if you have been avoiding your friends. But dont try exploitation the expansion of the universe as an excuse same(p) you kept heart to stop by, to a greater extent eve ryplace their house kept getting farther a route. That diddley wont wash. Just say, Sorry I havent called. Merry Christmas. Then show the boon. Christmas Amnesty professional persontocol dictates that your friend say, Thats hunky-dory, and let you in without further comment. This is the way it has ever so been d superstar.)Where the fuck have you been? state Gabe Fenton when he diffuseed the door and precept his old friend Theophilus Crowe standing there, holding a present. Gabe, forty-five, short and wiry, unshaven and slightly balding, was wearing khakis that looked like hed slept in them for a week.Merry Christmas, Gabe, give tongue to Theo, holding out the present, a big red bow on it sort of waving the box back and forth as if to say, Hey, I have a present here, youre not cipherd to sandbag me for not employment for three years.Yeah, n codswallop, utter Gabe. But you mightiness have called.Sorry. I meant to, just you were mired with Val, I didnt unavoidablene ss to interrupt.She dumped me, you hit the hay? Gabe had been impinge oning Valerie Riordan, the t accepts only psychiatrist, for several years at a time. not for the last month, however.Yeah, I heard approximately that. Theo had heard that Val unavoidablenessed someone who was a little more involved with tender culture than Gabe.Gabe was a behavioral field biologist who canvas wild rodents or marine mammals, depending on who was providing the funding. He lived at a clear federally owned drum rollgalow by the lighthouse with his hundred-pound minatory Labrador retriever, Skinner.You heard? And you didnt call?It was nearly noon, and Theos buzz had mostly worn run into, nevertheless he was still thrown. goofballs were not supposed to lament the lack of back up from a friend, unless it was bread and butter in a break off conflict or help in moving heavy stuff. This was not normal behavior. perhaps Gabe really did need to spend more time rough pitying existences.Loo k, Gabe, I brought you a present, Theo state. Look at how glad Skinner is to see me.Skinner was, in fact, glad to see Theo. He was crowding Gabe in the doorway, his beefy tail beating against the point-blank door like a Snausage war drum. He associated Theo with hamburgers and pizza, and had once thought of him as the emergency backup forage Guy (Gabe being the primary Food Guy).Well, I suppose you should come in, verbalise Gabe. The biologist stepped away from the door and allowed Theo to enter. Skinner tell hi by shoving his nose into Theos crotch.Im flexing in here, so things are a little messy.A little messy? An on a lower floorstatement on a par with calling the Bataan Death March a nature salary increase it looked like someone had loaded all of Gabes belongings into a waist and fired them into the room by means of the wall. Dirty laundry and dishes c everyplaceed any circuit breakerace except for Gabes licktable, which, except for the stinkpots, was immaculat e.Nice rats, Theo said. What are you doing with them?Im studying them.Gabe sit knock off in presence of a series of five-gallon aquariums arranged rough a essence tank in a star flesh and linked by Habitrail tubes, with gates for routing rats from one chamber to another. Each of the rats had a silver disk about the size of a quarter glued to its back.Theo watched as Gabe opened a gate and one of the rats rushed to the center tank and immediately tried to come near its occupant. Gabe picked up a small remote control and sum the button. The attacking rat nearly did a backflip trying to retreat.Ha Thatll t separately im, Gabe shouted. The fe masculine in the center hencoop is in estrus.The rat backed away tentatively and did some sniffing, then(prenominal) attempted to mount the female again. Gabe hit the button. The male was jolted off of her.Ha now do you get it? Gabe said maniacally. He looked up from the cages to Theo. There are electrodes on their testes. The silver dis ks are batteries and remote receivers. either time he gets sexually aroused, Im hitting his little nuts with cubic decimetre volts.The rat made another attempt and again Gabe hit the button. The rat spazzed its way to the corner of the cage.You stupid shit Gabe shouted. You opine theyd learn. Ill hit each of them with the jolt a dozen times today, but when I open the cage tomorrow, theyll all run back in and try to mount her again. You see, you see how we are?We?Us. Males. See how we are. We know theres going to be nothing but pain, but we go back again and again.Gabe had always been so steady, so calm, so professionally detached, scientifically obsessed, so dependably nerdy Theo felt as if he were talking to a whole different person, like someone had scrubbed off all the in submitect and had exposed the nerves. Uh, Gabe, Im not sure that we should equate ourselves with rodents. I mean Oh, sure. Thats what you say now. But youll call me and tell me I was fair(a). Somethin g will happen and youll call. Shell stomp your heart and youll intermit the destruction she starts. Am I recompense? Am I right?Uh, I Theo was ringing about the graveyard sex followed by the fight hed had with mollie last night.So Im going to change the association. Watch this. Gabe stormed over to a bookshelf, threw aside a bunch of professional journals and notebooks until he undercoat what he was looking for. See. See her. Gabe held up a recent Victorias underground catalog. The model on the front was wearing garments spectacularly inadequate in concealing her appeal. She looked as if she meet couldnt be happier about it. Beautiful, right? Amazing, right? Hold that thought. Gabe reached into the bulge of his khakis and pulled out a stainless remote just like the one on the rat table. Beautiful, he said, and he hit the button.The biologists back arched and he suddenly became six inches taller, all the muscles of his corpse seeming to flex at once. He convulsed twice, then fell to the floor, the crumble catalog still in his hand.Skinner lapsed into a barking fit. Dont die, Food Guy, my bowl is on the porch and I cant open the door by myself, he was saying. It was the same every time, he was always glad when the Food Guy wasnt actually dead, but the Food Guys convulsions made him anxious.Theo rushed to his friends aid. Gabes eyes were furled back and he twitched a couple of times in front he sucked in a deep breath and looked Theo in the eye. See. You change the association. Wont be long and Ill have that reaction without the electrodes glued to my scrotum.Are you okay?Oh yeah. It will take hold, I know it. It hasnt worked with the rats yet, but Im hoping it will before they all die.Theyre dying of this?Well, it has to hurt or theyll never learn. Gabe held up his remote again and Theo snatched it out of his hand.Stop itI have another set of electrodes and receiver. You want to try it? Ive been dying to try it out in the field. We could go to a titty bar.Theo helped Gabe to his feet, then set him in a chair veneering away from the rat table and pulled a chair around for himself.Gabe, you are out of control. Im sorry I didnt call.I know youve been busy. Its okay.Great, now he has the appropriate Christmas Amnesty reaction, Theo thought. These rats, the electrodes, all of it, its just wrong. Youre just going to end up with either a bunch of paranoid misogynist males, or a pile of corpses.You make that sound like a fearful thing.You got your heart broken. It will heal.She said I was dull.She should see this. Theo gestured around the room.She wasnt provoke in my work.You guys had a good run. Five years. Maybe it was just time. You told me yourself that the human male was not evolved for monogamy.Yeah, but I had a girlfriend when I said that.So its not true?No, its true, but it didnt bother me when I had a girlfriend. Now I know that I am biologically programmed to spread the seed of my loins far and wide, to as many females as possible, a series of torrid, meaningless matings, only to move on to the attached fertile female. My genes are demanding that I pass them on, and I dont know where to start.You might want to shower before you start the seed spreading.You dont take I know that? Thats why I was trying to reprogram my impulses. Tame the animus, as it were.Because you dont want to shower?No, because I dont know how to talk to women. I could talk to Val.Val was a pro.She was not. She never turned a trick in her life.Listener, Gabe. She was a pro listener a psychiatrist.Oh, right. Do you think I should start with a prostitute, or tutes?For a broken heart? Yeah, Im sure that will work just as well as the electrodes on your scrotum, but send-off I need you to do something for me. Theo thought maybe, just maybe, work nonfreakish work might bring his friend back from the brink. He reached into his shirt pocket and pulled out the hank of yellow hair hed taken out of the Volvos wheel well. I ne ed you to look at this and tell me about it.Gabe took the hair and looked at it. Is this crime stuff?Sort of.Where did you get it? What do you need to know?Tell me everything you can about it before I tell you anything, okay?Well, it looks to be blond.Thanks, Gabe, I was thinking maybe you could look at it under the microscope or something.Doesnt the county have a crime lab for that?Yeah, but I cant take it to them. There are circumstances.Like?Like they will think Im stoned or nuts or both. Look at the hair, Theo said. You tell me. Ill tell you.Okay, but I dont have all that cool CSI stuff.Yeah, but the guys at the crime lab dont have batteries Super-Glued to their gonads. Youve got them there.Ten minutes afterward Gabe looked up from his microscope. Well, its not human, he said.Swell.In fact, it doesnt appear to be hair.So what is it?Well, it seems to have a lot of the qualities of optic fiber.So its man-made?Not so fast. It has a root, and what appears to be a cuticle, but it d oesnt look like keratin. Id have to have it tested for proteins. If its manufactured, theres no evidence of the process. It looks as if it was grown, not made. You know polar-bear hair has fiber-optic properties channels light energy through to the black skin for heat.So its polar-bear hair?Not so fast.Gabe, goddammit, where in the madhouse did it come from?You tell me.Just us, okay? This doesnt leave this cottage unless We get some confirmation, okay?Of course. Are you okay, Theo?Am I okay? Youre asking me if Im okay?Everything all right with you and mollie? The job? Youre not smoking dope again, are you?Theo hung his head. You say you have another one of those electrodes?Gabe brightened. Youll need to shave a spot. Can I open my present while youre in the bathroom? You can use my razor.No, go frontward and open your present. I have some stuff I need to tell you.Wow, a salad shooter. Thanks, Theo.He took the salad shooter, Molly said.Wow, was that important to him? Lena asked. It was a unite present.I know, I gave it to you. It was a wedding present to me and Dale, too.See, there was tradition. Molly was inconsolable. She drank off half of her diet Coke and slammed the plastic Budweiser cup vote down on the bar like a pirate cursing over a schooner of grog. BastardIt was Wednesday evening, and they were at the Head of the laggard saloon to consecrate the replanning of the food for the Christmas for the Lonesome party. Lenas first reaction to Mollys call to help was to ask off and stay at home, but even as she was creating an excuse, she realised that shed only sit home obsessing alternately on getting caught for putting to death Dale and getting her heart broken by this strange, strange helicopter pilot. She firm that maybe meeting with Molly and Mavis down at the Slug wasnt such a bad idea. And she might be able to palpate out from Molly if Theo hazard her in Dales disappearance. Yeah, fat chance, with Molly obsessing on Theos whatever it was that Theo was supposed to have done wrong. It sounded to Lena like he had just taken a salad shooter to work with him. You were supposed to empathize with your friends problems, but they were, after all, your friends problems, and Lenas friends, Molly in particular, could be a little wacky.The bar was full of singles in their twenties and thirties and you could feel a desperate energy sparking around the dark room, like loneliness was the disconfirming and sex was the positive and someone was brushing the wires together over an open bucket of gasoline. This was the fallout of the holiday heartbreak cycle that started with young men who, lacking any stronger motivation toward changing their lives, would break up with their ongoing girlfriend in order to avoid having to buy her a Christmas present. The overwrought women would sulk for a few days, eat ice cream, and avoid calling relatives, but then, as the idea of a solitary Christmas and New grade started to loom large, they swar med into the Slug in search of a companion, virtually any companion, with whom they could pass the holidays. Full speed ahead and forget the presents. Pine Coves male singles, to display their new make freedom, would descend on the Slug, and avail themselves of the affections of dejected women in a game of small-town sexual musical chairs contend hungrily to the product line of Deck the Halls everyone hoping to have slipped drunkenly into someone more comfortable before the last fa was la-la-ed.There might have been a bubble around Lena and Molly, however, for they were obviously not part of the game. While both were certainly more than attractive enough to garner attention from the younger men, they had about them a mystique of experience, of having been there and moved on, of unbullshitability. Essentially, they scared the hell out of all but the drunkest of the Slugs suitors, and the fact that they were drinking straight diet Coke scared the hell out of the drunks. Molly an d Lena, despite their own personal distress, had slain their own holiday desperation dragons, which was how the Lonesome Christmas party had started in the first place. Now they were on to new, individual anxieties.Sloppy joes, said Mavis, a great subvert of low-tar smoke powering the announcement and washing over Lena and Molly. It had been illegal to smoke in California bars for years, but Mavis ignored the law and the regimen (Theophilus Crowe) and smoked on. Who doesnt like his meat doughy on a bun?Mavis, its Christmas, Lena said. So far Mavis had only suggested soupy or saucy entres Lena suspected that Mavis had misplaced her dentures again and was therefore lobbying for a gummable feast.With pickles, then. Red sauce, leafy vegetable pickles, Christmas theme.I mean shouldnt we do something nice for Christmas? Not just sloppy joes?At five bucks a head, I told her that barbecue was the only way to feed them. Mavis leaned in and looked at Molly, who was muttering malevolent ly into her ice cubes. But everyone seems to think its going to rain. Like it ever rains in December.Molly looked up and growled a little, then looked at the television screen fundament Mavis and pointed. The sound was muffle, but there was a weather social occasion of California. About eight hundred miles off the coast there was a great blob of color whirling in jump-frame satellite-photo motion, making it appear that a Technicolor amoeba was about to consume the Bay Area.Aint nothin, Mavis said. They wont even give it a name. If that thing was crouched like that over Bermuda, theyd have prone it a name two days ago. Know why? score they dont come onshore here. That bitch will turn right a hundred miles off Anacapa Island and go down and dump all over the Yucatan. Meanwhile we wont be able to wash our cars because of the drought.The rain at least will stop any sand-pirate attacks, Molly said, crunching an ice cube.Huh? said Lena.The hell did you say? Mavis adjusted her hearing aid.Nothing, Molly said. What do you guys think about lasagna? You know, some garlic bread, a little salad.Yeah, we can probably do it for five bucks a head if we dont use sauce or cheese, said Mavis.Lasagna just doesnt seem very Christmasy, said Lena.We could put it in Santa Claus pans, Molly suggested.No Lena snapped. No Santas We can do a snowman or something, but no friggin Santas.Mavis reached over and patted Lenas hand. Santa played a little grab-ass with a lot of us when we were little, darlin. Once your mustache starts growing youre supposed to let go of that shit.I am not growing a mustache.Do you wax? Because you cant see a thing, said Molly, being supportive.I do not have a mustache, said Lena.You think its bad being a Mexican, Romanian women have to start shaving when theyre twelve, Mavis said.Lena took that opportunity to plant her elbows squarely on the bar and grip two great handfuls of her hair, which she began to pull, slowly and steadily, to make her point.What? said Mavis.What? said Molly.And there was an awkward moment of silence among the three only the muted jukebox thumping in the background and the low murmur of stack lying to one another. They looked around to avoid talking, then turned to the front door as Vance McNally, Pine Coves senior EMT, came through it and let give up a long, growling belch.Vance was in his midfifties, and fancied himself a charmer and a hero, when, in fact, he was a bit of a dolt. He had been effort the ambulance for over twenty years now, and nothing gave him pleasure like being the bearer of bad news. It was the measure of his importance.You guys hear that the highway patrol found Dale Pearsons truck parked up in Big Sur by Lime Kiln Rock? Looks like he was fishing and fell in. Yep, surf coming up from that storm, theyll never find him. Theos up there now investigating.Lena stumbled back to her bar stool and climbed up. She was sure everyone in the bar, all the locals anyway, were looking at her for a reaction. She let her long hair hang down by her face, hiding in it.So, lasagna it is, said Mavis.But no fucking Santa pans Lena snapped, not looking up.Mavis pulled both of their plastic cups off the bar. Normal circumstances, youd be cut off, but as it is, I think you two really need to start drinking.